I fear if I don’t write this now, then I never will. I have kept putting it off because it’s pretty hard to type when your eyes brim with tears. On Tuesday I was walking down the road and went to grab my cross and instead grabbed at air. It’s still so raw, too raw, toContinue reading “I Love You, Vol. II”
Author Archives: Hannah
I Choose You
I was asked to give my testimony of this year at the Community of St Anselm’s Commissioning Service. Here is what I said: A week before we first met as a Community, I messaged a friend who’d been here last year and who had persuaded me to apply: ‘this is a really bad idea, IContinue reading “I Choose You”
Wading At The Thin Place
‘Are you hurting and broken within? Overwhelmed by the weight of your sin? Jesus is calling.’ *** The Celtic Christians had a phrase ‘the thin place,’ the rare places where heaven and earth kiss, collapsing the space between them, tectonic plates of charisms and grace where from the gaps God bursts forth in beauty andContinue reading “Wading At The Thin Place”
10 Reasons To Apply For St Anselm
Applications are now open for the 2018/19 Community of St Anselm. In case you needed some encouragement to apply, here are my top ten* reasons why you should prayerfully consider it and give it a go… A rule of life will set you free. It sounds paradoxical, but it’s true. We follow a rule of life whichContinue reading “10 Reasons To Apply For St Anselm”
Folding Laundry On Holy Ground
As the coach crossed the Tamar, I have to confess to being excited for what lay in store. A week of silence, a week of calm following what had been a frantic few weeks filled with lots of doing things and worrying about things and wrestling with a deluge of demands on my time andContinue reading “Folding Laundry On Holy Ground”
Heaven Touching Earth
I’m standing up in the back of a set of pews set off to one side. My tights-clad feet slip on the wood beneath me, a move which is soon going to bite me in the ass, or more specifically, split my side open and ruin the contemplative mood of silent prayer. I’m not alone.Continue reading “Heaven Touching Earth”
Meeting God on Punishment Beach
‘So, how was the retreat?’ ‘Er…’ I’ve recently returned from being on retreat with the Community of St Anselm. The title of it was ‘Life in the Holy Spirit.’ How was it? Hard to describe. And the lessons learnt from it, the moments of divine encounter will be processed more fully over the coming days,Continue reading “Meeting God on Punishment Beach”
‘I’ll Stand Before The Lord Of Song:’ The Reception History of Leonard Cohen’s ‘Hallelujah’
One year since the legendary singer, songwriter, poet, author, and ladies man died, Leonard Cohen’s words are still as haunting and poignant and beautiful as ever. His most famous work, ‘Hallelujah,’ from whose lyrics this blog has stolen its title from, is a theological masterpiece. Let me explain… My songs have come to me. I’veContinue reading “‘I’ll Stand Before The Lord Of Song:’ The Reception History of Leonard Cohen’s ‘Hallelujah’”
Wax Strips And Wittenberg Nails
A friend of mine (and I genuinely do mean a friend, this isn’t a story about me that I’m embarrassed to admit is about me) was waxing her moustache. She applied the wax strip, smoothed it down, and prepared to pull. She began to pull it, decided it was too painful, so left it andContinue reading “Wax Strips And Wittenberg Nails”
‘I Love You’
Yesterday was the commitment service for the Community of St Anselm. It was wonderful and moving and inspiring and humbling. There are so many things to pick out from it to reflect on, but forgive me for being selfish and wanting to keep some of those things between me, God, and my brothers and sistersContinue reading “‘I Love You’”